Saturday, August 29, 2009

The Killers - Mr Brightside Lyrics

Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control

Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I'm Mr. Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go
'cause I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control

Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I'm Mr. Brightside

I never, I never
I never, I never



:: I like this song when I heard it on Hitz, even at the starting of the song before he sings :) I like the music of this la. I also like 'All These Things That I've Done'. So long never hear already.

Yeah ;)

Went Tm Point at Uptown, DU.
My dad bugged the fella until he suggest a new modem haha! No lar, in a nice way la..
He said our network card has problem because our modem is fine.
Anyway, now we have a new modem. I love it. The colour combination :D White and light blue.
Yeahhh man.... Quite fast too. Wheeee ^^
One thing right... Kinda funny la. Once a laptop use this wifi connection, it affects the computer, cannot use internet explorer but can go on MSN or Skype. Funny eh.
So now if dad wants to use, he has to use opposite's wifi connection.
Haha. What the -.-
Sesatness.

Friday, August 28, 2009

Ahh I'm Online Again!! =P

Yay man.
I'm using my dad's laptop... 0.0 for the first time...
We're going to complain to TM tomorrow.
Call also no one pick up. Seriously.
I'm currently using some other wifi source..
Shh :P
Parents are back today!
And... Sisters are going to Penang now -.-
I mean, my parents just came back from Penang.
Man.
They're going for AFC... Yeah.
Kay nothing in mind now.. Till then! Have to go now anyway.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Online!!! Oh My Gosh T.T

I'm in cyber cafe right now.. First time.. BlitZone at DJ. 10.30p.m. now.
Gosh I'm so freaking fustrated with the stupid internet.
I had been taking all the house chores, so tired... Ahhh.
I need to talk I need to talk I need to talk..
Open my mouth.. 'AAA' -0-
Please.... I... Need... To.. Talk.....!
Someone....Save meeeeeeeeee!
No time to explain everything here... Till then!

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Giving You That Face Right Now


:: A face.. With eyes, full of words.. I just can't speak them out. Help me. ::
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Google grown. This was when he's so young.
I wonder how it looks now..

Monday, August 24, 2009

Trimmed

Yeah. For once in my life. I am 95% satisfied with my hair cut.
I'll definitely go there next time.
They're at least 10 years more experienced compared to the previous ones I've been to. All youngters T.T
Mainly just trimmed it V.
And yeah. I'm gonna be cooking for the next 4 days.
Hope I'll cope with my studies 0.0 (I'm....studying??)
Yeah. So called la. No radio, food, nice subject, good place.... Then I won't be able to study.
Growing fat.
Like balloon.
=D



Kidding la -.-

Saturday, August 22, 2009

First Cousin Gathering at FRIM


I like the railway track :)


Left: Jeremy figuring how that boomerang is supposed to be played. It just don't come back fully to you -.-
Right: Wei Aun on his guitar. I like the sound of that guitar compared to others that I usually hear.


Chung Han celebrated his 10th birthday there :P


Awwe, sweet picture. Everyone is in. ☺
... Don't you think something made us all smile so brightly? Hahaha ;P


Notice the slight differences in the picture. Oh, and we were not posing that way, we were lining up short to tall before we play Twister.



Top: We had a great time having 'fish spa'. Guppies were quite big and super hungry man. So ticklish!!! We were at the stream. :)
Bottom: Playing Twister. First time I played though. I don't know about the others. It was actually brought there for a different purpose, as a mat :P Then we played it at the big shelter there when it was raining.




That's all for the pictures.
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So.. I physically enjoyed myself. Mentally emo and just feel unsatisfied why I have to always suffer. It's not that bad when you speak and share it out... But, I don't even get a chance to speak. I cry so easily. It feels like everything is just squashing me inside. Whenever a poke made a little hole, I leak. So weak.

What a Dream -.-

I had been having almost 5 dreams a night.
Last night got me frustrated.
In my dream, it was last day of PMR, and I woke up at 8.20a.m.
I rushed and forced myself to go to school...
So many people pulled me back, my mum slowly prepare, slowly this and that... Then I saw a friend, also didn't go to school... and another friend too.... many more..
It was quite a long process. Then I was on the way to school, my friend wished me all the best. It was 8.35a.m. when I left home. Exam started at 8.30am.
It was English paper 2 that day. It got me so so worried, how am I going to finish that paper in such a short time? By the time I reach there and stuff, it'll be around 8.50a.m.!
Then somehow, I was 10% awoke by it, I finally knew it was just a dream.
Then I felt so lucky and thought to myself, okay, now that I have a chance to 'turn back time', I'm not going to repeat what I dreamt about. And, I'm going to do it well. It's the last day of PMR.
Then after when I was 20% awake, I told myself. Huh, huh???? What???
Oh my goodness, Jess... Trials is over!!! I'll be waking up to a Saturday!!! And it's not even PMR yet!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh that got me so frustrated and I just went back to sleep. Erghhhhhh!
Then to the next dream and so on. So many dreams. It's like turning the television on each time I go to sleep.
Free unlimited unique different stupid sweet 'programs'. -.-

Friday, August 21, 2009

Over!

First PMR trials is finally over!
Holiday for a week.
Chilling tomorrow at FRIM.
Well, hope I really chill and not see how badly people treat nature.

Hahahah. I'm crazy. -.-
For one second I'm emo, for another second I'm so high.

I am crazy.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Wasted

Today's papers were in Tamil.
Maths and Geography.
I don't understand a thing.
Maybe to others they were in English and Bahasa Melayu.
It somehow looked like Tamil to me.
.............
I don't understand a thing!!!!
-.-
I'm so 'happy' now because well at least it is finally over and I don't need to stress like before because I know that I cannot change the past, as in correcting the answers.
Well. What a waste. I've stayed up late just to study. And I was dead sleepy for the whole week.
Whatever. Tomorrow is the last paper.
Saturday is cousin's gathering day.
Next week is holiday.
Then back to the cycle..... Exam week T.T
Is it? Don't know. Don't wanna know.












...

Happy Birthday Keertana!
My 'lil sister', I didn't forget your birthday, I just didn't get a chance to wish you today.
Haha ☺

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Simple Love - Elvira Arul Video :)


This song of hers came out quite a few months already, I think half year ago or someting. I voted for you on Mix quite very long ago when you were still top 20. Hahaha xD God Bless.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Being Mummy For Two Days

Yup. All the work have been passed to me.
I'll be cooking for today and tomorrow.
I'll have to do all the house work.
I'll have to feed fish and water plants.
I'll have to keep the clothes, lock the padlock, open and close the glass door..
I'll have to wash Turffy's pee. (why am I mentioning this?)
Mum and dad just left the house.
It is 7.40am now. I got awoke by the heavy migrane that is getting to me because the sky is getting brighter.
So. Lunch.... Wahahahaaha. Enjoy my meals, sisters >=P
I've already planned what to eat.
I'm hungry for foooood. I became a monster. Really.
When I was having fever, for the first time, I had a big big appetite.
Yeah man. How can I not grow fat -.-
Haihhhhh
Some of these days are pure stress.
So many things so many wonders so many questions and no answers at all.
I'm still a bit sick only. Just cough. That's all.
A lot of dissapointing moments I'll just have to escape it and fake a smile.
That's kinda like the worst thing to do.
It never solves things and it makes it worse.
Well, what can I do?
I'm also forced to do that..
Oh well.
Pretend I'm mummy this two days and with mummy's brains.
Yeah. All my stress gone.
Oh no. Looks like a big bunch of stress and work came in 0.0
A busy mummy never stops her house works.
HAhaha what;s my problem this few days?
I laugh on my own like retards do.
Oh... man.
Do I need to go for check up?
Nevermind I'll just stay at home being me doing mummy's work.
And that's it :)

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Headache

I really have a 'greaaat' week man.

Ate panadol no cure.
It became migrane already.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Food Poisoning

I went to school and came back.
-.-
Wonderful.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Still Sick

I still have cough.
And I noticed it occurs most of the time in school.
Can cough like mad.
Go home, okay already.
Hmm what's wrong with school?
I know.. I'm allergy to school >=)
Yea yea yea if only.
Shoot me. Trials coming so so soon.
I need to somehow start studying.
Yup. I haven't even... start.
Can you imagine :)

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Cupcakes


My first time baking cupcakes. Don't laugh. :P


For - no one. Everyone ^^ Anyone... hahaha I don't know man.
Wanna get diabetes anyone? xD I'm so bad man.
But it's true. The icing is made of pure margarine and confectioners sugar. Pure sweetness man.
Oh by the way, the cupcake is filled with chocolate chips in the cake.
I'm trying to finish some old goodies in the cupboard. Looks like I still left a lot x.x
Hahaha.
^^