Giving You That Face Right Now

:: A face.. With eyes, full of words.. I just can't speak them out. Help me. ::

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Google grown. This was when he's so young.

I wonder how it looks now..

Trimmed

Yeah. For once in my life. I am 95% satisfied with my hair cut.
I'll definitely go there next time.
They're at least 10 years more experienced compared to the previous ones I've been to. All youngters T.T
Mainly just trimmed it V.
And yeah. I'm gonna be cooking for the next 4 days.
Hope I'll cope with my studies 0.0 (I'm....studying??)
Yeah. So called la. No radio, food, nice subject, good place.... Then I won't be able to study.
Growing fat.
Like balloon.
=D



Kidding la -.-

First Cousin Gathering at FRIM

I like the railway track :)


Left: Jeremy figuring how that boomerang is supposed to be played. It just don't come back fully to you -.-
Right: Wei Aun on his guitar. I like the sound of that guitar compared to others that I usually hear.


Chung Han celebrated his 10th birthday there :P


Awwe, sweet picture. Everyone is in. ☺
... Don't you think something made us all smile so brightly? Hahaha ;P

Notice the slight differences in the picture. Oh, and we were not posing that way, we were lining up short to tall before we play Twister.

Top: We had a great time having 'fish spa'. Guppies were quite big and super hungry man. So ticklish!!! We were at the stream. :)
Bottom: Playing Twister. First time I played though. I don't know about the others. It was actually brought there for a different purpose, as a mat :P Then we played it at the big shelter there when it was raining.

That's all for the pictures.

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So.. I physically enjoyed myself. Mentally emo and just feel unsatisfied why I have to always suffer. It's not that bad when you speak and share it out... But, I don't even get a chance to speak. I cry so easily. It feels like everything is just squashing me inside. Whenever a poke made a little hole, I leak. So weak.

What a Dream -.-

I had been having almost 5 dreams a night.
Last night got me frustrated.
In my dream, it was last day of PMR, and I woke up at 8.20a.m.
I rushed and forced myself to go to school...
So many people pulled me back, my mum slowly prepare, slowly this and that... Then I saw a friend, also didn't go to school... and another friend too.... many more..
It was quite a long process. Then I was on the way to school, my friend wished me all the best. It was 8.35a.m. when I left home. Exam started at 8.30am.
It was English paper 2 that day. It got me so so worried, how am I going to finish that paper in such a short time? By the time I reach there and stuff, it'll be around 8.50a.m.!
Then somehow, I was 10% awoke by it, I finally knew it was just a dream.
Then I felt so lucky and thought to myself, okay, now that I have a chance to 'turn back time', I'm not going to repeat what I dreamt about. And, I'm going to do it well. It's the last day of PMR.
Then after when I was 20% awake, I told myself. Huh, huh???? What???
Oh my goodness, Jess... Trials is over!!! I'll be waking up to a Saturday!!! And it's not even PMR yet!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh that got me so frustrated and I just went back to sleep. Erghhhhhh!
Then to the next dream and so on. So many dreams. It's like turning the television on each time I go to sleep.
Free unlimited unique different stupid sweet 'programs'. -.-

Over!

First PMR trials is finally over!
Holiday for a week.
Chilling tomorrow at FRIM.
Well, hope I really chill and not see how badly people treat nature.

Hahahah. I'm crazy. -.-
For one second I'm emo, for another second I'm so high.

I am crazy.

Wasted

Today's papers were in Tamil.
Maths and Geography.
I don't understand a thing.
Maybe to others they were in English and Bahasa Melayu.
It somehow looked like Tamil to me.
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I don't understand a thing!!!!
-.-
I'm so 'happy' now because well at least it is finally over and I don't need to stress like before because I know that I cannot change the past, as in correcting the answers.
Well. What a waste. I've stayed up late just to study. And I was dead sleepy for the whole week.
Whatever. Tomorrow is the last paper.
Saturday is cousin's gathering day.
Next week is holiday.
Then back to the cycle..... Exam week T.T
Is it? Don't know. Don't wanna know.












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Happy Birthday Keertana!
My 'lil sister', I didn't forget your birthday, I just didn't get a chance to wish you today.
Haha ☺

Simple Love - Elvira Arul Video :)

This song of hers came out quite a few months already, I think half year ago or someting. I voted for you on Mix quite very long ago when you were still top 20. Hahaha xD God Bless.

Being Mummy For Two Days

Yup. All the work have been passed to me.
I'll be cooking for today and tomorrow.
I'll have to do all the house work.
I'll have to feed fish and water plants.
I'll have to keep the clothes, lock the padlock, open and close the glass door..
I'll have to wash Turffy's pee. (why am I mentioning this?)
Mum and dad just left the house.
It is 7.40am now. I got awoke by the heavy migrane that is getting to me because the sky is getting brighter.
So. Lunch.... Wahahahaaha. Enjoy my meals, sisters >=P
I've already planned what to eat.
I'm hungry for foooood. I became a monster. Really.
When I was having fever, for the first time, I had a big big appetite.
Yeah man. How can I not grow fat -.-
Haihhhhh
Some of these days are pure stress.
So many things so many wonders so many questions and no answers at all.
I'm still a bit sick only. Just cough. That's all.
A lot of dissapointing moments I'll just have to escape it and fake a smile.
That's kinda like the worst thing to do.
It never solves things and it makes it worse.
Well, what can I do?
I'm also forced to do that..
Oh well.
Pretend I'm mummy this two days and with mummy's brains.
Yeah. All my stress gone.
Oh no. Looks like a big bunch of stress and work came in 0.0
A busy mummy never stops her house works.
HAhaha what;s my problem this few days?
I laugh on my own like retards do.
Oh... man.
Do I need to go for check up?
Nevermind I'll just stay at home being me doing mummy's work.
And that's it :)

Headache

I really have a 'greaaat' week man.

Ate panadol no cure.
It became migrane already.

Food Poisoning

I went to school and came back.
-.-
Wonderful.

Still Sick

I still have cough.
And I noticed it occurs most of the time in school.
Can cough like mad.
Go home, okay already.
Hmm what's wrong with school?
I know.. I'm allergy to school >=)
Yea yea yea if only.
Shoot me. Trials coming so so soon.
I need to somehow start studying.
Yup. I haven't even... start.
Can you imagine :)

Cupcakes

My first time baking cupcakes. Don't laugh. :P

For - no one. Everyone ^^ Anyone... hahaha I don't know man.

Wanna get diabetes anyone? xD I'm so bad man.

But it's true. The icing is made of pure margarine and confectioners sugar. Pure sweetness man.

Oh by the way, the cupcake is filled with chocolate chips in the cake.

I'm trying to finish some old goodies in the cupboard. Looks like I still left a lot x.x

Hahaha.

^^

Stuck & Sick

I hate flu. I hate fever. I hate virus.
I was healed, and I went to school on Monday.
I noticed freaking lots of people is sick. Left side, right, behind *cough cough cough............
Man............
My dad got it from me already..
Man lah. I keep on having fever then ok then got again then sweat again then sick again then ok again. What's my problem.
I'm totally not surprised if I have H1N1. Nyehehehe.
I didn't attend school today. Felt so sick last night. Flu came in. Now still got. Tomorrow might go and might not go. I still have flu. How? I don't want to pass to people. Although so many people sick already.
Haih. Eye's getting hot again. Last night and this morning my eyeballs....... Ahhhhhhhhh damn pain. Cannot turn. Now also but not as bad.
I feel so sick... T.T
I don't know to stay at home or to go school...
Haihh... And I don't want to isolate myself in some hospital for like a week. Can die.
-.-
Shoot lar... I really hate flu. Fever also I still can go school, can take panadol. Flu? No way.
Hate flu -.-
I heard I have a bunch of homework laughing at me.
Like seriously a lot. I understand how my geography teacher gives us homework.
She gives at least 20 pages of stuff for you to copy on the long notebook. At one go.
Sad..
I'm not feeling good man.
I think fever might be starting again. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Bye bye T.T

Fever T.T

Last night... Was another bad night... I couldn't sleep at all.
Why?
1) Terrible migraine
2) Fever
3) Aching bones
4) Something like soar throat
5) A moment of flu
6) Room lights on and off and on and off till about 4.30am
7) Bangings and badwords -.-
8) Suddenly freaking cold, suddenly sweating
9) Didn't take panadol
10) Awake 90% of the time

No, not H1N1 -.-
Well, actually... Who knows? Maybe I got that flu... But.. Currently I don't know because I took panadol at 8am. So I don't know.
Oh well... No matter what, I still have to attend school. So, better still, drink lots of water.
I hate to stuff myself up with water because it makes me feel like vomiting and very uncomfortable. Yeah, no wonder I am sick -.-
Till here.

Owl City - Strawberry Avalanche Lyrics

This is a world of dreams and reverie
Where I felt the stars explode around me
A grass blade flashed with a gleam as it slashed open a moonbeam
And I stared back breathlessly as mountains of fruit tumbled out
I barely had the chance to shout
A strawberry avalanche crashed over me

Staying awake that night was rather hard
Deep in a sleeping bag in your backyard
When we woke up buried alive beneath the fruity landslide we both laughed hysterically
It could've been just another dream, but I swear I heard you scream
A strawberry avalanche crashed over me

Always a citrus constellation in the galaxy, scratched on the back
Of both my eyelids that I've been dying to see
If you were a beautiful sound and the echoes all around
Then I'd be your harmony and we'd sing along with the crowds
Beneath the candy coated clouds of strawberry avalanche, please crash over me

See the world of dreams and reverie where I felt the stars explode around me