Awwe Nice Day :)

Helllooooo! :D I'm currently a bit high :D Thanks to Christian & Kadri -.-

Sad is, only when I was going home onwards I start to be high -.-

And dad invited me to sing tonight. Hahaha! Invite -.- It's just my house! Lol!

Karaoke tonight huh.

Anyways. Tell you what I did today. :D

First, the original plan was hanging out at Keer's house from 10a.m. till 12p.m..

Then the plan switched to having lunch at Keer's house.

End up I had lunch at Carl's Jr, RM10. First time there and... I learnt some cool stuff from Chris o.o Me and Kadri were jakuns. Hahaha.

And yeah, lunch at 4p.m. plus I guess?

I noticed these few days I had been walking around houses in BU area. So nice la.

So from Keer's house, we walked to Chris' house, then to Kad's house, then to OU, then to Kad's house.

Nice la.

My day started at 10a.m. when I went to Keer's house. Kadri was already there, then me, then Xian Ting, then Priscilla, then Christian. They all heard my new song :) I really love that song a lot man. I spent my whole yesterday composing the whole song, the melody and lyric. I think I will pause composing again. Until the inspiration knocks the door on my heart once again.

So we played piano there again, chatted, went online... OHHHH KEEER!!! MY MP3!!! I seriously heart pain weihhhhhh!!!! I some how had this instinct something was going to happen!! T.T I told you but you were on the phone and you dropped it twice?!! I am so dead! It's not originally mine you know!! Ahhhh this is my baby you know!! I seriously hope it's still working just fine man! It's never in the markets anymore! Huhuhu... I'm so sad... Heart broken... Ahh T.T

Okay anyway. Watched Igor at Keer's house. Nice movie. I like it. I love this - 'I'd rather be a good nobody than to be an evil somebody'. Yeah man. :) So, Keer had to go for piano, that's when Kadri, Chris and I left her house and walked to Chris' house. Went to his room, awesome man all the scout badges and scarf collections. Well, he played guitar for us too. I've always loved his guitar playing, can kill x.x

Yea, then we went to Kad's house, and got my hands on a violin for the first time. Haha. I holded the stick thing wrongly, I'm too used to holding it the way you hold it for Er Hu. Lol!

So from there, we walked to OU. Oh yea!!! I remember! The journey wasn't that simple. This is the full one :P

Keer's house - Chris' house - Kad's house - OU - Kad's house - OU - Kad's house - home.

Yes, we went back to Kad's house, he had to take money. Hahaha.

Then we went back to OU again. Ate at Carl's Jr.

Spent quite a long time eating lunch. And I learnt something new - sugar rush? I don't know, but it's like Chris got drunk by it. Hahaha. Funny la. ><>

And oh my, Chris was so funny la. Seriously. Aiyo.

Then we went to the music instrument shop at old wing, then go over to another one at new wing.

Then went down the lift to the new wing entrance.

Saw some Sony having some events there.

Then from there, Chris went his way home while Kad and I walk to his house.

It was drizzling. But it was chillin. :P

Oh yea and at OU, when passing by Speedy, Kadri said I look like Lenka. LOL! They said I had her 'feature', her hair.... Lol! o.o erm....

So anyway, at Kadri's house, played PSP. Then was starting to watch Psych. But dad coming already. Aiyak. Haha.

Anyway, had pretty cool days. :)

Aite, going to do my work now! Till then :)

ps I love my song. And I love all of you :D Thanks for reading :)

Great Day ;D

Hello people!

I had a really great time today.

First of all let's start from the beginning of today.

I went online this morning at school.

Then me, Keertana, Kadri, Joel and Ryan went to this hidden room from the door at the library, it was filled with computers and 'junks' around. So I learnt what part of the computer is for what and what's it called... I wanted to be an ICT prefect quite long ago but didn't know how so hopefully I can be as soon as possible and hopefully I have enough cash to buy the uniform. Haha.

So.. After that we came out of that room and we're at the library.

So we spent time there till recess. And along the times we were together, we had loads of chatting together. Hahaha.

Then after recess I went to 3 Siantan instead, all the way untill the last period. Hehe. Awesome la. So lucky teacher helped me, she said I was quiet so she won't report me. Hahaha.

Had a long chat with Christian and Keertana.

And then when it came to noon, it rained so heavily. The rain was so nice to see. Just that it really rained so much and wet the whole area. And of all day and time it rained at the time I had to walk to Keer's house and then walk to Ikano. -.-

So.. I only have one set of my baju kurung, and I definitely cant get it wet.

Then this Keer made me walk in the rain.

I had been screaming and shouting and screaming off for fun so loud, but the rain was awesome enough to cover it. :P It was just so cool, the rain made me freeze, I screamed so crazily for almost the first time and it was so long ago since I had the chance to go crazy and scream! Hahahahaha! ;D ;D ;D

Well but I got my whole bag wet, uniform and shoes soaking wet, my precious song book, my ram, my wallet, my.... All my stuff la. All wet. Even my extra clothes I brought -.- Okay at least it's only 10% wet :P

So I walked with Keer to her house, changed there, and then her mum fetched us back to school. From there we walked to Ikano. We only waited a few minutes when we met with Christian and Kadri.

So we ate at Ikea. Chatted for quite long. Had fun chatting. Then we went to the music instruments shop opposite Popular. We spent so long over there too. Played the piano there, the guitars... Had lots of fun also. Then at 4.10pm we left Ikano and walked to Keer's house again. This time, 4 of us.

Had awesome time at Keer's house man. And I met Milkshake today, haha! Keer's cat :) He's so cute! And very manja! Hahaha.

Had a really great time man seriously.

Had been playing around, chatting, having fun, singing, playing instruments, composing a tune for my lyrics, randomly playing songs on Keer's piano, awesome la.

Christian is really really fun. I've always wanted to be his friend since he came into our school. Looks like the time finally came :) His guitar is awesomeee.

Kadri is another great friend to be with. He has really lots of talents too. You name it, he can do it. o.o

And Keer, my dear mei. She just somehow always had the key to open me up la :)

I love you all man.

Ahh hugzz :)

And honestly, I never knew my lyrics is good? I seldom compose either. Really rare. Thanks for the compliments people :)

And you know, I finally know why I always needed time. Time, time, time...

I need to spend time with all my passions. I have such a really wide variety of passions. I had been leaving them all aside finding time to spend with them. And now is the time again where my passion for music takes place for now temporarily. Come to think of it, oh man, I have a really wide interest in such a big variety of things ><

That's one big reason why I don't play games on the net you know, I actually learnt a very very very big lesson from my preloved PSP. I never regretted buying it. It thought me a great lesson. It really woke me up. And it's not that I don't like playing games, I love them, but for some reason, I just don't wanna waste life on games and they really occupy most of your extra time. If only I am given extra time everyday, I'd want to do a lot of things. Including playing all the awesome games I had been missing out. And watching all the shows and movies. Ahh. I prefer to balance them all out. And the negative trait is that 'Jack of all trades is a master of none'. Haha, oh well. But I'd rather enjoy my life with what I do then to be a master of only one and don't know about other things. Not my type. I love variety. ♥

So that's all for now.

:)

Thanks for reading :)

In School! :P

Hello people! I'm blogging here from school!
For my first time entering the computer room.
Nice.
Had been lack of sleep and I got sick yesterday but now I'm okay already.
Recently I've been so busy.
Oh man this internet is freaking slow. Ahh
Ahhh I don't want to blog already -.-

LOL!!!!!!!!!!

I made Joel smile wahahahahahhahahaha for once. Hahaha.

He cannot smile, or don't wanna smile. So bad. Must make him laugh. That's his smile.

Wah. Tough job.

Hahaha.

I have no webcam. So. Haha. Yeah.

Me, Joel, Kadri going Ikano and play basketball tomorrow.

Till then :)

Day Five :(

A certificate each of us were given.

SMK BUD4ers :P

Ryan, Kadri, Joel, Aslene, Ai Pei, Jesslyn, Samantha.

This was at CinnAmon.

Octopia. My group had a last minute problem.

We ran out of batteries, so we changed batteries.

So everything became too hyper, we had to reprogram it and change the plan. Haiz.

The winner group were so lucky, they each had an ipod touch!!! o.o

This is Octobot. I feel like building and programming robots man. Haha!

I never knew I could even understand the programming at all! :D

I wanted to write a small letter to them but I was too tired the previous night. So I wrote it draftly on the feedback paper.

I enjoyed myself in this awesome IBM camp ;D

Alright, all the other pictures are on my Facebook. You can find the Facebook icon I created on the right side of my blog.

So. Day five.. I almost cried a few times, eyes full of tears.

So emotional.

Anyway, I appreciate every effort from IBMers who volunteered to hold such a great IBM camp this year. We WILL remember IBM for our life. :) Thanks so so much, we all love you!! :D

Miss you all!

5 of us got interviewed.

It reminds me of the time I got interviewed by 8TV for the Xing Kong OST thing. Haha!

Eh eh eh oh yea! And was on E-Pop magazine. Then that Go Green event, Skateline on The Star twice. Hahaha!

So the picture of 5 of us will be on paper. They chose by best feedback I think.

So yeah. I love IBM! I never knew IBM was so awesome. :D

Haiyo. So many things, I forgotten what to talk about already.

But anyway, I had a really fun time with the software. So cool.

I miss it.

Aih.

You know for the buffet, I was quite sien already. Hahaha. Plus, the oyster I ate had 2 baby hard shell crab. Spoil my appetite, hahaha ewww! Had to spit the crab -.- What the... hahah!

But they had tiramisu, awesome :D

Aih.

I seriously wanna work in IBM, I want a career suitable for me there. It's like so awesome to work there. I want to be at a creative side. Yeah. As I told them during interview, I like arts, and I like computer. So I hope to get a job that relates to them both. :D

Now is the time to slowly calm, after PMR, after IBM camp...

I'm still so happy and surprised how I got in for this awesome camp :D

Quite cool lah :P

Haih. I miss you all.

Back to school for now.

.......

Next up, Genting.

Wow. After PMR is seriously quite cool ah, can't even have time to settle down. Haha!

I haven't go full shopping yet.

Maybe I shouldn't. Hahaha.

Okay okay, till then :)

Fourth Day

Hi people!

I love IBM man.

I won the sticky notes, so cute, love it! We were playing human knots. Funny :D

Then the rubik's cube, the girl who gave the speech was suppose to give those who answers correctly but so many answered at the same time so she just randomly threw the prize around and I'm one of the lucky one! Hahaha wheeeee! Kadri got it first. I got the last one I think? There were 4 or 5.

I love it! It's awesome!!

It's smoother than the original Rubiks man. Awesome. :D

Then actually for the human knots game we got 1st prize, but I like the 2nd prize better, the measuring tape, the yellow flower thing. So I was just randomly telling him about it. And after that game he showed his dancing and all, so they gave him both the sticky notes and the tape. Then he went, Wheres Jesslyn? (flashes his tape thing) And I went 'swt -.-ll' Haha so bad T.T

But after that he gave his to me. Awwe, thanks man. He already have one actually, from 1st day I guess. Yeah he got loads of prizes man. Haha.

So.. Tomorrow is last day, so sad T.T!!!!!!!!!!!

So gonna miss it so so much. I love the food. Huhuhu.

And I will be going school in the morning first tomorrow.

Awwe last day of camp :(

Huhuhu noo...........................................................................

Sob sob.

Haiz.

See ya...

<=)

IBM at FRIM

Today we went to FRIM.

We went to what I went before, and the canopy walk trail... I noticed they changed it a lil!

They made them like staircase only -.-

And I forgotten I had not been moving or exercising for months because of PMR, and so I just hike like the usual me.

Then While hiking up those unnatural path, I got lack of oxygen.

I just stopped and took a rest.

But didn't work, my breathing got more and more shallow.

Then, I started to see blurred images, then got half blacked out, then got my both ears blocked, as my vision gone worse, like so black, can hardly see, can hardly breathe, felt so helpless to my condition because no one had any aid kit around or anything..

I was sitting down already la, can't even stand up.

They asked me to put my head down, yeah I usually do it when I lack blood in my head, but I felt so weak I don't have much strength to bend down too much.

Then they asked me to try to keep swallowing.. So hard, because I was lack of oxygen and I desperately needed to breathe..

So actually I asked my friends to wait for me but they waited a short while and continued.

So everyone just passed by, only a few of the IBM mentors, Kendrick and the FRIM big guy Michael were with me.

Then Aslene's backpack, Ai Pei was carrying it. She passed to me right before the hiking part.

It's heavy because there are 3 bottles of our water and other of her stuff.

So yeah. This mentor guy helped me carry it. The photographer mentor guy. Then he continued up.

So.. While I was half lost in sight and hearing, the people with me were trying to help me out..

So.. Ken gave me water.. I tried to drink.. As I said, I needed air.. Ahhh! So hard to drink or swallow.

Then a while when I got at least a lil better, we continued.

There were so many helping hands.

While hiking, my breathing got more and more shallow, and I sounded like people with asthma! -.- Breathing with that sound man. Gets louder. And it felt like my breathing pathway was half blocked.

The mentors took short turns to help me go up also but in the end the FRIM guy was the best, he managed to super power me up. Hahaha! Thanks man.

Then I slowly got better as I rested. Drank my water. But the photographer guy with my friend's bag went up to the bridge already. So Ken helped to carry my bottle. Then I was quite okay when going up the bridge and all already, so I took the camera and took pictures while on the bridge. Notice board actually said it wasn't allowed. I remember seeing that the other time I went there. Haha but peace, I ain't the only one :D

So... I really wanna thank the people that patiently helped me at the point I was so seriously weak, really half dead kinda thing. Haha! A big big thanks to all the IBM mentors, FRIM guy and Kendrick. Thanks :) I really appreciate it and I don't know what will happen if you all weren't with me :)

And about my post title... I had been having quite constant low blood pressure.

I know it used to be very normal, or even at the higher normal, not lower.

I haven't been going for all these since I was studying whole day for PMR.

And I ate breakfast before I left house to IBM, and ate tea there at FRIM. So I already had some energy in me I guess.

And normally during normal days I sit down and get up also I feel dizzy and sometimes have sparkling black dots vision, sometimes black dots until I can't see at all.

So yeah.

I totally forgot about the point that I ain't normal, and so I walked and hiked like the normal me when I was like hiking up Gunung Angsi at Ulu Bendul. Hahaha.

What a cool experience. One thing I don't get is either I had been having real mild asthma since small, because it ain't the first time I feel breathless. It's like a lot of times. But I have never go to the doctors and all so yeah, possibly, maybe? Who knows.

Here are some of the pictures I managed to take, I didn't really had the chance to take good pictures. T.T sad.

And sorry for messed up pictures, not ascending! =/

Anyway enjoy :)

This is like the last picture I took, in the bus.

Kadri and Ryan gone hyper and crazy.

Haha, yeah I was crazy too. We all were. Most of us.

We sang like crazy people on the bus.

First time all of us loved traffic jam. Haha!

This was stream sampling, and the guy on the right is the big guy I've been mentioning as the FRIM guy.

Went to this steep path twice today. The second one during treasure hunt.

The Crown Shyness. (all of us heard China Crown or something! So we got it wrong for our questions in the treasure hunt game -.-) Second time seeing this already.

This is Aslene.

The photographer mentor.

I was taking the picture and the other hand holding the something. Haha I look weird.

That's me on the canopy walk.

Love the awesome view from the bridge.

The canopy walk way.

Tuck Meng, Kadri, Ryan.

Tapir model thing in the 'house' we were gathered at. And this was like the first picture taken today. Picture by Aslene. Haha.

Big palms. Once again I see them :P

The girl there is Rhonwyn.

The... Cocoa tree?

The Ghost Fingers tree, yeah, we have it at home! Haha.

Booo! Lol :P

Alright that's all for now, getting late. And I'm getting real tired already.

Till then :)

Day 2 :D

In the morning, we had games again.

One of it was writing your first impression of any other people on their backs.

So sadly, my paper fell of my back, it had many words on it, then this guy thought it was his so he took it and asked someone to paste it on his back. And so I got his really empty paper. Boohoo, so sad!

And Aslene said she wrote 'good mummy' so whoever is having that paper, eh hey, that's mine you know -.-

So sad, I didn't get a chance to see what people wrote for me.

Who knows maybe I'd win also? Kadri won for getting the most different discriptions written on his back.

But anyways, after that, we played Power Up. I grouped with Chalystha.(did I spell it right? xP)

We got 4621 points. But didn't win. Hahaha so sad. Hard work man.

Oh right, and Chalystha don't remember me, haha! I recognized her as my kindergarden friend.

Many people I know they're from the same kindergarden as me but they eventually forgot about when they we're small. Haha.

Then Naomi spotted me during the 1st day, like what a small world! She's also selected for this camp! Hahaha. My primary school friend and same van friend :D

So. We did our project, just began today.

We had a great time thinking.

And while they we're all talking and discussing, I kept quiet and think my own.

End up when I got my really brilliant idea and shared with them, they were like woeeee!! Jesslyn!! I thought you were so quiet and all, and you found the idea!! Clapsssss*! Hahaha.

Seriously I don't know I could think of such a great idea :D

It's about the problem that we only have 2 motors, they are used for the wheels already.

We still need a motor to collect and put the rubbish down.

But I thought of a brilliant concept which doesn't need a motor ;)

Currently a secret. Wahaha. :P

And this Tuck Meng was so busy doing the software for the robot. -.-...

So. For lunch today, I mainly got full by eating loads and loads of salmon man.

Wooohooo :P Awesome food they have la. What is this man, so awesome!

Got seriously everything from the world kinda thing. Hahaha.

4 days of buffet, fat-nye!! Hahaha.

Going FRIM tomorrow.

I'm so tired already. My brain had been working whole day. Hahaha.

Wooh, gotta get a good sleep tonight man. What a dream I had last night -.-

Have to wake up real early tomorrow.. Yawn*

Alright, that's for now.

:)

1st Day Of ...Camp? :)

This is what we got.

From IBM:

- Shirt for Wednesday field trip to FRIM

- Water Bottle (now I don't have to search for one :P)

- Cute note pad :P (I like it so much! Thanks Ryan Khong for switching with mine! Was originally orange. Ee :( But Yay I got pink :P)

- Bag pack

- Paper folder (noo, I bent it! -.-)

- Camp activities guide/intro book

- IBM pass (oh buddy I look bad -.-)

From One World Hotel:

-Water

- Wooden box(parents like it :P) that comes with..

- Black pen

- Black paperclips (I like! xP)

- Black ruler (nice :P)

- Plastic eraser

- Black pencil

- Black mini staple ( so cute! xD)

- Sweet Cravings sweets

And yeah. IBM is so awesome. Although IBM used to be few steps away from my house? I've never knew what IBM was about but I've always used IBM blue building as a sign that tells, hey, thats my home down there! :P

IBMers are so cool. If there's a career of my type available I'd definitely wanna work there!

Good location too! Like my school! Haha :P

So there are 40 lucky students who are selected for the camp.

Awesome man how I actually got in ;D

I wrote the essay like half hour before passing up, I was actually planning to give up on it because I didn't know I had to pass up that time.

So it was recess and I went running around like dungu, sweating like wooh! And I had to call my mum for her IC number, and thanks Kadri's sis for helping me sign my mum's signature. LOL ahem! Fake signature! xD

But however, my parents kept telling me. You think so easy to get in ar? This that. But my mum knew I will get in one :)

Then when I unexpectedly got in, my parents were like more happier than me man haha!

They kept telling me I will enjoy myself like mad. I'll have buffet. I'll get a lot of good stuffs. I'll just enjoy fully. But Janning was telling me all the negatives -.-

Hahaha so to be average, expect less.

How would I know, my parents were pure right -.- For once. Hahaha.

Full expenses paid by IBM.

And we have our camp at One World Hotel function rooms.

Have quite a few tea breaks. Nice.

Have buffet lunch at CinnAmon. Like wow? Best buffet I've been to in my life man!!

Seriously, you can get so many yummy food there!

For today, I took sushi, raw salmon, turkey ham(love it), beef, chocolate cheese cake(love it), cheese cake(awesome), marshmallow(they had chocolate fountain there :D), honeydew, raw oysters(man they're large), scallop or abalone thing(awesome), choc chip ice-cream, salad with ceasar dressing, choc cake, some weird stuffs also actually. But I didn't eat until I was full. I took so little of each. Haha. (I call All These little -.-) Hey but really, wasn't full. Was just well fed. Hahaha.

Some other buffets, you get some food where looks so good but end up tasting like some I don't know what. But.. I guess this buffet is quite nice :D Still got a lot of choices actually. Love it :P

So.

My group, named 'Transforming Octopus' (-.-).. And Joel aka Tuck Meng is the only one from my school who is same team with me.

Well, I don't think I can do much for the Lego project, the others overtake my job -.-

Oh well, nevermind.

Oh right, we visited IBM building. So cool! :D We saw the server room at 15th floor, looked like giant cpu's there man. You can even smell the hard disk smell. Lol really. It smells like my computer's smell -.- Haha okay lame.

This Ignite camp is... Awesome. I don't think it's a camp to me man. Like a vacation. Haha.

Usually camps are like, uff! Mountain hikings, camp with muddy wet tents, pumpings etc. Haha.

Kay lah, got to go :)

Till then!

Jeremiah Grown Up! :P

Hey there, I bought Dymo Caption Maker today at Popular. And I did my specs already. It looks freaking weird. But it's good that it ain't really slipping off now :)
I'm in love with my Dymo Caption Maker man! :D
IBM Ignite Camp starts tomorrow. Exited! o.o
Had a chat with cousins just now at Skype.
Jeremiah was at Wei Aun's home. And when I heard Jeremiah's voice, woe! :D
He grown up man! :D

He said many people said that too. :)

This was what I did to my poor hamsters while giving their cage a clean up :P They all so squashy!

My first time using Dymo. The 'h' is being pressed a bit lightly -.-

I got attracted to it when it first came out but it was very expansive at that time I think?

Because when I saw it at Tesco the other day it was RM49.

So I bought it at Popular with a member's discount of 10% :D

I just love it!

I just love all my craft gadgets man ;)

Alright, I got to go get some sleep for tomorrow.

Good night! :)

Hachiko: A Dog's Tale

Check out the trailer here :)

Awwe. I want to watch this! I love all dog movies man.

It's said that it'll be released in the US like 18 December or something?

Man. I wanna watch it...

Going Ikano later to do my specs, it always falls of. Gotta edit the frame thing. Don't know what you call it la. Haha. After 1 year than only edit -.-

Then I'm going Popular!! Yeah ;D

I'm going to check out Dymo label thing. I like the scrapbook one, I mean the one that has 3 different wheels of fonts :D

Till then!

Handmade Stickers!

My lil lovies! They're just so adorable! xD [Ruffey looks lala with the lollipop on his head -.-]

I spent my whole day doing these tiny lil stickers. Hard work man :)

It all started with me buying Kit Kats and I find it wasting to throw the big wrapping away. Hehe. The wrapper for wrapping 6 packs of Kit Kats one, not the small wrapper that wraps the chocolates la -.- So I made it into this tiny lil 'Kit Kat' :P

And out of those, I cut my finger with my sharp Toyo scissors T.T Ouch. The blood became jelly really quick man -.-

Well, I really admire my craft work :D It really looks way much better in real life man.

It'll be on sale at my blogshop SOON :) Do check out :D

Awh man, can't stop looking at it -.- I love them man. :D

Justin Bieber - Lonely Girl Lyrics

Check his video of this song here ;)

Alright let's go
There's gonna be one less lonely girl (one less lonely girl)
One less lonely girl (one less lonely girl)
There's gonna be one less lonely girl (one less lonely girl)
One less lonely girl (ha)

How many I told you’s and start overs
And shoulders have you cried on before
How many promises be honest girl
How many tears you let hit the floor
How many bags you packed
Just to take ‘em back tell me that
How many either or's but no more
If you let me inside of your world
There'll be the one less lonely girl

Ohh Oh Oh
Saw so many pretty faces before I saw you you
Now all I see is you
I'm coming for you (I'm coming for you)
Noo No
Don't need these other pretty faces like I need you
And when you’re mine in the world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
(I'm coming for you) One less lonely girl
(I'm coming for you) One less lonely girl
(I'm coming for you)One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl (I'm coming for you)
I'm gonna put you first (I'm coming for you)
I'll show you what you're worth (That's what I'm gonna do)
If you let me inside your world
There’s gonna be one less lonely girl

Christmas wasn’t merry, 14th of February not one of them spent with you
How many dinner dates set dinner plates and
He didn’t even touch his food
How many torn photographs saw you taping back

Tell me that couldn’t see an open door
But no more
If you let me inside of your world
There'll be one less lonely girl

Ohh Oh Oh
Saw so many pretty faces
Before I saw you you
Now all I see is you
I'm coming for you, I'm coming for you
Noo No
Don't need these other pretty faces like I need you
And when you’re mine in this world
There’s gonna be one less lonely girl
(I'm coming for you)One less lonely girl
(I'm coming for you)One less lonely girl
(I'm coming for you)One less lonely girl
(There's gonna be) One less lonely girl
(I'm coming for you) I'm gonna put you first
(I'm coming for you) I'll show you what you’re worth
(Thats what I'm gunna do)If you let me inside of your world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

I can fix up your broken heart
I can give you a brand new start
I can make you believe (yeah)
I just wanna set one girl free to fall,
Free to fall (she's free to fall)
Fall in love
With me

Her hearts locked and nowhere to get the key
I’ll take her and leave the world with one less lonely girl

There’s gonna be one less lonely girl (one less lonely girl)
One less lonely girl (one less lonely girl)
There’s gonna be one less lonely girl (one less lonely girl)
One less lonely girl
(I'm coming for you)One less lonely girl
(I'm coming for you) One less lonely girl
(I'm coming for you)One less lonely girl
Theres gunna be one less lonely girl (I'm coming for you)
I'm gunna put you first (I'm coming for you)
I'll show you what your worth (That's what I gotta do)
If you let me inside your world
There's gunna be one less lonely girl

Introducing Ruffey, My Pet Model :)

This is Ruffey, a cute lil dog I bought because I can't resist it's cuteness!
It's birthday is 22 September 2009.
I'm gonna use him as my model for this blog, I really think he's photogenic x)
I named him Ruffey because it just looks like his name is Ruffey.
No idea how did I come out with that, but I think it really suits him? Yea :P
And that's about Ruffey :)

Sprained My Leg! -.=

Hi people. If you do notice, I'm editing stuff in my blog.

Went Curve and Tesco this morning.

And when I came back, just suddenly... My right leg just started to hurt.

Increasing the pain until now -.-

I don't remember jumping or doing monkey stuff that would sprain my muscles.

Now I can't even walk T.T I hope I'll be fine by Monday man.. I don't wanna miss the camp!

A teacher called my mum this morning while we were walking in The Curve about IBM camp thing, I'm supposed to go One World Hotel to the Olive Room -.- No idea what's that :P And oh man -.- I'll be wearing school uniform -.-

Oh my gosh, long time no update blog with pictures!! Here they are! :D

Here is what I bought. They all cost me RM17.20

This plier is given to me by my dad, for my craft works. He said it was supposed to be for his hospital lab machine thing? Haha. He said, can't find it anywhere one, money can't buy! Hahaha.

The only thing about this plier is that it's tip has fine lines for grip, which I don't want it because it makes my wires have the lines when I press them -.- I need a flat plier man. I think he has it :P Ah yea, and I just created the 'handmade' with the wire I just bought :D

My lovies! I love to use CD marker because of it's sharp tip. My first one bought was the Artline one, still love it, but soon running out of ink..

Just love the design on my scissors.
This is what I do with my markers. Simply anything actually :P I use them for all sorts of things..

And the blue thing with love ferns thingy is my new cello tape dispenser :P Looked for a tape dispenser super long ago. Now I got it! :D Now wrapping is so much easier -.-

So that's my day today so far. I'm so gonna enjoy crafting man, it's like after PMR!! :D

Weee! I miss art!

My Gosh! xD

Hahaha. People are so cool lah :)

Love them!

Hahahaha can't stop smiling :P

Finally ;D

PMR is over!!

My gosh... Had a really long tough time studying man!

Alright, now, gotta start everything step by step..

So many things to be done man..

Hooh.

Just the beginning of my freedom :D

Wooooooooooooot!

:D :D :D

1 day to freedom!!!

I tell you...... RAHHH ;D ;D ;D

Yeaaaaaaayyyyyy!

For 3 years we've been preparing for the 5 days...

And it's the fifth day tomorrow!

My last paper ends at 9.40am!!

Woooot!

And to my dear machi, thanks for teaching me!!

Your teaching is always most effective man..

You make me confident in getting A1 for maths. Hahahah :P

Just some how your teaching is the easiest to understand, remember and learn :D

Maybe you got it from daddy. Hahah.

You know this morning, dad told me.. Maths is my favourite subject :D

I was like... No..... Not for me........... :(

But you know, I really learnt a lot of things within this 3 weeks of studying.

From no knowledge of all those, I actually fitted many many new things in my head :)

And PMR thought me a lesson... To listen in class and don't take studies for granted -.-

Hahaha. Yeah man, and I also learnt that I can actually find knowledge through books.

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Like what the!!!!!! Hahahaha. Seriously man... As in.... Because I actually never studied in my life. It's just amazing how I got through UPSR with 5A's man! :P

Machi!!! You the Manning! Lol, I got problem already -.- And I seriously got a lot more blind than before, due to putting books in front of my face for weeks! -.-

Even now I'm wearing my specs already =.=

EE.

WOOOOOOO I can't wait!

-.o

My gosh...... I'm studying...

Until my mum keep telling me she don't encourage this. Haha.

Yeah, these few weeks, mum and dad keep asking me to do this do that, all but study :P

Hahaha they scared of me man!!!

Man.. 3 days to freedom o.o

I've been eating a lot of chocolate. Bad... Addicted -.- Oh no..

Studying makes my vision really blur man.

Oh my gosh I can't wait!!!!!

My PMR..

My Science.... My Geography.....

Noooooooo........................... -.-

What the -.-

I get the easiest questions wrong.. Lame.

And, for Science paper 2 I never seen those experiments stuff before man. Maybe because my book is out dated -.- 2002 pulak.

Oh well, but I conquered almost all of the stuff in that book that I rely on.

For Geography, I actually know the answers but some how just got mixed up. But I did all I could and worked on these 2 subjects a lot a lot.

I have hope for scoring A for these two subjects, but they're hope, not a guarantee at all.

Well, third day of PMR is over.

PMR is quite relaxing. I'm gifted that my seat is at the back of the class :D No tension, no stress, no eye's staring at you. Hahaha.

I've prepared to enjoy myself with yummy chocolates after PMR. Nyehehe. All stocked up x)

Now.... Prepare for the last 4 papers. And that's it! I made it! Yeh. Like five days countdown to freedom 0.0

Hahaha.

My First Day Of PMR :B

Couldn't sleep last night. I don't think it was because I am nervous or something -.-

First, I drank too much water.

Took 2 hours to drain them all off.

Went toilet 8 times before I fell asleep. Yeah I counted! Hahaha.

Then, received messages.

From one to another.

Now I know so many people care <:P

Thanks!

And then... From 2am onwards. Flu. Wasn't surprised. I had a feeling it may come. Didn't expect it at 2am la -.- So yeah, sneeeeeeeeeze like crazy, cannot sleep, eyes all feeling irritated and red. Oh man. Wore jacket, still no difference. A while later, sweat. So... I'm cold yet feeling hot. Hahah. Sneeze like mad, crazy -.- First time man. Almost all the way. And yeah stupid air cond leak. Water drops -.= What thaaaa. Anyway, morning I waited for my dad to be awake and go to the kitchen. So when he on the lights, I went out. Quite early. Alarm haven't ring yet. Told my dad I neeeed gingerrrrrrr........ Luckily there's some in the fridge. Like wow, I don't like eating pure raw ginger man. But oh well, since that cures, I have no choice. But I like it. Better than any flu pill. Awwh. They don't taste bad, just pills are never good for health. So yeah, he sliced me a thin slice of ginger. But anyway after that since I woke up earlier, I went to the kitchen and do it myself. First before that, I ate my bread and drank my milk. Then go take the ginger and slice another slice. Ate 3 grapes thinking inside, 'here's vitamin C for immune system'. Hahahahah. And ginger, 'here's my best, instant, natural flu aid :D'. HAhaha seriously I myself laughed. And I also took hot water in a bowl and a few drops of tea tree oil. Sniff the water vapour thing. Don't know la. Jov let dad tried before when he had flu mar -.- Don't know if it actually did work but all I know is it made my mucus flow more and made me sneeze -.- Hahahha. Anyway, all of that worked. I mean, right after that, I'm all fine. What a night -.- But I feel very energetic. Yep, sleeping few hours makes you more energetic than sleeping long. And oh well, time to my first paper is coming.

Monday, I borrowed a book from school library. Can you believe it?? I didn't know that what will come out for exam are actually in the books. -.- What the!! Hahahah. I thought language is language, it is so wide. How would I know, 'tatabahasa' is all I need to know to score 30/40 -.- So imagine, being so ulu without getting any knowledge from out there and only knowing so many things at the last minute -.- Anyway, last minute studies are important to me. Even the very last minute before I step into the class. Yeah, I will remember one. All I know is, I did my best. Regardless of what comes out later on, whether I know or not, I did all I could. And I'm satisfied even before the paper already. Although even the 1st question I got wrong -.- I still feel proud that I worked hard and did my best. Even though majority of us studied so hard for form 1 and form 3 novel, they came out about form 2 novel -.- Well I still feel satisfied. I don't look at the result. I look at the progress. :) Dad also said to me this morning, don't worry la, all you worked for won't be wasted one :) Although most people look at results............. Nahh. To me, doing your best is what counts. ☺

Mm hmm. So.

I must appreciate my PMR days man. Only 5 days of my life. Treated as a PMR student, well served. :P So many had prepared to come out with questions for us candidates. Haha :P

Oh I love the pencils, pens, ruler, rubber that they gave us. Awesome, I fell in love with that particular pen! Nice quality :D Right, not to forget the 'majlis' they had for PMR candidates. Awwe :B They served us lunch and prepared videos that motivates us. :B

Quite cool la. PMR is once in a life time experience too.

Well, next, I need to prepare for my upcoming papers.

Do the best I can.

And yeahhh, Study as if I didn't pray, Pray as if I didn't study :D :D

And do my best, and leave the rest to Him ;)

Thank you machi! You helped change my thinking so much! :B

Machi xD

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Janning Lai
what a way to put it. i like "live like there's no tomorrow" better. haha.

Jesslyn Lai
macha.. http://jesslynlcl.blogspot.com/2009/10/kris-allen-live-like-were-dying-lyrics.html mar..

Jesslyn Lai
hahaha anyway thank u for all that and i'll go see the paper you said now. going off already. bye bye! :D hugs! xD

Janning Lai
macha?? u machi la! =.= anyway, most welcome! =) thats what sis are for!! hee.

Today on msn:

jesslynlcl@gmail.com says (7:58 PM):
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Machi
wht the -.-
hahaha
janninglai@gmail.com says (7:59 PM):
hahah machi is cool!
hahha
jesslynlcl@gmail.com says (7:59 PM):
yeah man
i luv it
ahhahahahaha
janninglai@gmail.com says (8:00 PM):
hahha

jesslynlcl@gmail.com says (8:00 PM):
hahahahaha
:B

;)

Only as high as I reach can I grow, only as far as I seek can I go, only as deep as I look can I see, only as much as I dream can I be.
-Karen Ravn

Kris Allen - Live Like We're Dying Lyrics

Sometimes we fall down and can’t get back up
We’re hiding behind skin that’s too tough
How come we don’t say I love you enough
Till it’s to late, it’s not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won’t come
We could make a feast from these crumbs
And we’re all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you
What would you wish you would’ve done

Yeah… gotta start
Lookin at the hand of the time we’ve been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin it
Every second counts on a clock that’s tickin’
Gotta live like we’re dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell ‘em that we love ‘em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we’re dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbyes
Should be so careful who we live out our lives
So when we long for absolution
There’ll no one on the line

Yeah… gotta start
Lookin at the hand of the time we’ve been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin it
Every second counts on a clock that’s tickin’
Gotta live like we’re dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell ‘em that we love ‘em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we’re dying

Like we’re dying oh - like we’re dying [x2]

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell ‘em that we love ‘em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live - like we’re dying

We never know a good thing till it’s gone
You never see a crash until it’s head on
All those people right when we’re dead wrong
You never know a good thing till it’s gone

Yeah… gotta start
Lookin at the hand of the time we’ve been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start livin it
Every second counts on a clock that’s tickin’
Gotta live like we’re dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell ‘em that we love ‘em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we’re dying

Like we’re dying oh - like we’re dying [x2]

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell ‘em that we love ‘em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we’re dying
Live like we’re dying

I love the chorus :)

Can't Wait For Christmas :P

Nice song!!

Melodies of Christmas by David Archuleta.

Heard the previews of his new songs releasing on Oct 13.

Ahh :) Sounds great ;D

x)

Sick

I hate flu.

A.M.

Bathing freezing cold tub water in the early morning..
Ahh. Feels good. What a shiver.
Tubs of water pouring down..
Washing away..
Closing my eyes..
I shall wake up.
Shivering my way..
I shall drink a hot cup of drink.
Praying..
Hoping everything is fine.